The tangle of roots in mud and clay
hold the impossible height
swaying above the rooftops.
I burrow down in what’s left
of imagination, clawing through
wires and pipes to the soil past grief,
finding a grip in the broken clods
of thankfulness
to recall your face, your name,
the years when strength was real.
I fought the greater force and lost
though you’d never tell by the smile
I wear like a medal of honor
from the wars of insanity.
Grace can be forgotten
but the slender threads
of love’s splendid garment,
torn and spoiled with mud
will not be undone.
With arthritic hands
I reach out in morning light,
caress the dawn as it gifts the sky.
Scatter my ashes below the evergreen,
let me be food for the gnarl of roots
and from the darkest earth let me rise,
let me rise.
Reading of “Words of the Disciple” with music by Van Morrison.