Begging Bowl

Loss, grief and chaos advance;
adrift upon the sea the desperate
as structures buckle
under mounting pressure.
Dispossession, ravaged land
and the one dear boy or girl
lost to the flood;
all must be reckoned
on an inner scale never fooled
by the hard masks of pride.
The balance must be gained.
Breathe in, allow the air,
the illness sipped,
then breathing out,
given back to the aching world
one begging bowl of gratitude
from a sorely mending heart.

 

 

Oak Nest Pate de Verre glass by Linda Ethier

Oak Nest
Pate de Verre glass by Linda Ethier

 


Messages of Silence

Rising from inner earth
the slender stalks of peace
push against hardened soil.
Seeking the open air
of what may yet be
they sip on drunken light
with the sobriety of darkness,
their tiny uncurling arms
sending out messages of silence
like lightning in the sky.

 

 

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Grubstake on the River

I have a small grubstake on the river
where she breaks out of the high mountain
sauntering like an unfettered horse,
wild, unbridled and reckless,
washing over gravel beds and stone outcrops,
telling her own story before she drops
into the cut channels of the towns and cities.
She’s a woman how she flows
falling from ice caves above the tree line,
following her own course.
She doesn’t want the life
of a housebroken servant.
The original people knew her by name,
talking to her, coaxing her
to share her fish and healing water.
The merchants iron bound her
and you can feel the sadness
if you travel without motor
and smell the earth
along her rubble strewn shores.
Up here where she rides free
we don’t see many folks.
By our lonesome we sing twangy duets,
remembering the time of snow
and a dance through cottonwood.
The lyrics are gentle as her soft legs;
they don’t complain.
The fiddle scratches your heart,
the banjo reminding you to laugh.
They are old songs in four-four time.
If you tap your foot and listen close
you’ll hear the stones and something of yourself
rolling beneath her fast flowing water,
tumbling along on the slow slow journey,
river, rock and people
to the near and distant sea.

 

 

Grubstake on the River

 


Makeshift Altar

Body and mind
accept the peace
of slowing down
as needing to do
retreats in the silence.
Dismantling the throne of self
the makeshift altar of being
rises from the dark,
satisfied as the evening sky
with the joy of returning.

 

 

Makeshift Altar