You spent your life writing poems
shaped from the earth
with the quiet force of water,
reminding us of the danger
putting anyone on a pedestal.
Now that you’re gone
we dress you up
in hero’s cloth
but I recall the dry dust
of the internment camps,
the forgotten people
on the edge of town,
the hubris of war
and the darkness that waits
beyond the frail light
of our traveling circus.
I remember these things Bill
and won’t forge them
into a statue.

When you’re writing the eulogy
make sure to tell about the broke down trucks,
our cabin on the creek with the blown off roof,
the cobblestone curb on the lower Eastside
where we found two junkies crying,
remembering how they once had been.
The dogs and pups you loved,
the way the kids smelled in their sleep
and my hand wrapped in a sock
after catching it in a saw on the Cane.
Morning sun on the rimrock,
laughter of the canning room,
walking in the deep woods
and the way we broke our hearts.
Mention how I let you down
but we stayed together,
how the weight bent us double
yet we didn’t break.
The crazed look in Bob’s eyes
and the viking with his drywall trowel;
our place on the islands,
and the woman who taught me kindness.
Tell it like it wasn’t –
cowboying in Argentina,
rescuing ships at sea
and how we laugh
when the truth doesn’t matter.
Be sure to mention the redhead
with her Irish potatoes,
old Henry who worked us to shame
and how we gave them hell.
Tell it brother. Tell it all.

Who am I to ask you questions,
you’ve lived your life,
taken the risks
of love defeated
and moments shining.
Do I need to hear it all
or can I rest with you
in the silence,
letting pulse pound
until lifted from our skin
we know the truth
of the unscarred eternal,
weather worn, bent by time
undivided and forever.

In the dark of early morning
when first light flickers
the quiet peace intact
before the city stirs,
I lend my voice
to the undimmed stars
with news of the worried planet
torn by war and secrets,
the earth herself betrayed,
offering a prayer of thanks
within the unconscionable,
grateful, open hearted
asking for day’s light
and a blessing to begin.

The bare trees and gypsy fog are in love,
our dark valley full of their entwining.
No moon, only streetlight
and winter silence
holding their embrace,
belonging to the night
and movement of the stars.