My head aches,
the bones in my hand throb,
their stories of punishment
coming out in skeletal code;
an icy fog covers the valley
and as I struggle to rise
from the dream depth into now
the face of an elder
looks back across the room,
etched with years of solitude,
unflinching, no expectation,
pain a part of each wrinkle,
a deeper joy burning from within,
startling me with the awareness
of who I am becoming.